Friday, March 27, 2009

Perhaps, Perhaps, Perhaps

Tomorrow is the day I'm technically scheduled for the abortion. If I got pregnant on the first day of my last period, I'm 6 weeks and 4 days at this point, but seeing as that's highly unlikely, I'm giving a 70% chance to going home sans empty uterus.

I've felt heaviness throughout my being today and yesterday. My hormones have been out of control. My skin is going nuts and I cry at the drop of a hat. Or the drop of a feather, really.

There is a tiny part of me that likes this new thing that's happening, that knows my body is so very happy to be doing this growing and nurturing thing, and that little part is sad.
But I want to be back to normal tomorrow.

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